After the raid
I was not entirely sure where we were all going after the raid, all I can say that my heart was racing the whole time. I was not particularly happy with my old home but I did want any change either. Even though the harassment continued to make me more miserable, I hated the change. I did not like the uncertainty of things and the change that was finally happening. I was overwhelmed by the addition of all the new smells and all these big moving creatures.
We continued our ride in a big dark space.Shortly after we stopped moving, I sensed the fresh smell of the air for a mere few seconds, I saw a little bit of seems to be the outside world.After entering a brand new space with a lot of noises, we were put inside cages. I was used to running loose and being harassed by other cats, I was now in a harassment free environment with food and water but my freedom was taken from me. I could hear some of my old friends and enemies swearing at these new people, some were frightened and some were happy but they were a lot of calling names and threats. I was definitely scared and sat put in the corner to see what comes next.
The day after, just when I thought I can sit back and relax, we were again put into the same rectangular boxes and went back in the same dark moving vehicle. We were then taken to a place, a much bigger maze that I had ever seen in my life, with a lot more noises and smells. shortly after, I experience a series of unpleasant event that I had never experienced before.
Some of the big creatures got very close to me. Very uncomfortably close. They did things to me that I can't really describe because I don't fully understand what was happening, but I had some discomfort in my belly ... Some of the things they did, hurt me, some of them not really. I don't really remember as I was feeling very sleepy most of the time.
To be quite honest, I felt a bit violated, I can't really trust these big people, they did strange things to me, and I got some yummy snacks afterward, so this whole thing does not make any sense. Why don't they mind their own business, life was ok before and now is full of uncertainty now. All I know is that I'm very skeptical and can't trust them.
Since I want to be fully honest here, I have to admit that I feel a bit better these days. I feel less itchy , some of my urges are gone, and I don't get harassed by other cats.
purrrrr....
We continued our ride in a big dark space.Shortly after we stopped moving, I sensed the fresh smell of the air for a mere few seconds, I saw a little bit of seems to be the outside world.After entering a brand new space with a lot of noises, we were put inside cages. I was used to running loose and being harassed by other cats, I was now in a harassment free environment with food and water but my freedom was taken from me. I could hear some of my old friends and enemies swearing at these new people, some were frightened and some were happy but they were a lot of calling names and threats. I was definitely scared and sat put in the corner to see what comes next.
The day after, just when I thought I can sit back and relax, we were again put into the same rectangular boxes and went back in the same dark moving vehicle. We were then taken to a place, a much bigger maze that I had ever seen in my life, with a lot more noises and smells. shortly after, I experience a series of unpleasant event that I had never experienced before.
Some of the big creatures got very close to me. Very uncomfortably close. They did things to me that I can't really describe because I don't fully understand what was happening, but I had some discomfort in my belly ... Some of the things they did, hurt me, some of them not really. I don't really remember as I was feeling very sleepy most of the time.
To be quite honest, I felt a bit violated, I can't really trust these big people, they did strange things to me, and I got some yummy snacks afterward, so this whole thing does not make any sense. Why don't they mind their own business, life was ok before and now is full of uncertainty now. All I know is that I'm very skeptical and can't trust them.
Since I want to be fully honest here, I have to admit that I feel a bit better these days. I feel less itchy , some of my urges are gone, and I don't get harassed by other cats.
purrrrr....
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